Der Innere Kampf

A constant fight with the self
The inner voices and its multiple shelves
The yes and the nos
The highs and the lows

The fights with the fears
The inner demons brainwashing my head
The control of mind over its matter
Or is it the other way around?

The constant yelling and telling
The images of people in a slide show
The thoughts revolving and reaching back to square one
Is this what we have become?

The School

shame, sadness, pessimism and depression
Come from the same institution
solitude, loneliness and desperation
Parts of the same generation

happiness and satisfaction are its competition
love and sanguine follow in action.

The walk

Empty eyes
Blank face
Invisible and emotionless

I walk down the road
With a thousand thoughts in my head
Staring blankly into space
stopped by a memory scar

A sudden change in the face
A tear from the eye leaving a trace
I wipe the tears from the eyes
And walk back on the unknown path

Paradoxes

The something in the nothingness
The loss in the gain
The pleasure in the pain
The silence in the words
The loneliness in the herds
The full stop in a comma
The clarity in times of a dilemma
The past in the present
The black and the white in the iridescent
I give you all
for there is nothing below and nothing above

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The Wait

The circle has once again started
Of beautiful beginnings and incredible endings

Will you be there when I call out your name
Or will you be hiding beneath waiting for me to find you

I find you and urge you to come out
I see you are scared
Is it me or my reflection
I wonder...
You run away and I try to follow
But there! I once again loose you

The day has turned to night
The wind is silent and the road towards darkness has begun
The moon and the stars shine upon me
And the one I loved
I sit by myself on this endless night
Waiting for her to return...