On Death

What if I were to die today
Would I have lived my last day the same way
Would I have wanted to work
Would I have wanted to have my near ones by my side
Would I have wanted my ashes in the water
Would I have wanted people shedding a tear over me
Would I have really lived and died
Would I have thought of life lived
Of experiences gathered and not
Of people befriended and not
Of feelings requited and not
Of places travelled and not
Of sorrys not asked and pardons not given...